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SFTM: The Best of Rhetoric Tuesday (Live)

by Tyler Stenson

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How many days ’til next year? I’m counting down. I took a walk beneath this sky Through this hopeless town. These day dreams are whispering next to me- I am a daydreamer And these lonely days that end with nights, And nights that begin those days, Are washing me away. I want to be shot into the blue like a Cannonball. I want to hit every cloud on my way down. I want to be blue- Closer to the moon and you. Leave this memory for me- It’s mine and mine alone And these scattered words you once promised me- They crumble like stone. There is no contrast to where these clouds Disappear into the desperate blue So baby, I’ll grab my things, I’m leaving town- You can remember me, but I’m forgetting you. I want to be shot into the blue like a Cannonball. I want to hit every cloud on my way down. I want to be blue- Closer to the moon and you. Raise your arm above your head. Draw a line from you to Heaven. Dream of angels falling down and Taking you home again. I want to be shot into the blue like a Cannonball. I want to hit every cloud on my way down. I want to be blue- Closer to the moon and you. I’m so close but so far. I’m so close but so far away.
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I’ve been asleep with colored portraits in my mind Of how I wish my life would go But then I wake to find my days have never changed- They’re still a black and white picture show. We all need some change sometimes And I feel I’m behind. I wanna be out of the rain. I wanna be king- anything. I wanna be something beautiful. But I can’t change- I can’t change! I’m a stranger in my own home. Welcome to the Scarborough Hotel Mr. Albert, Mind if I take your coat? We all need someone sometimes And I feel I’m behind. I wanna be out of the rain. I wanna be king- anything. I wanna be something beautiful. Change, is something I need But rainy day, you’ve got me down on my knees. Change, is something I need. I’ve been changing with the lights down low- I’ve got a candle lit and a broken down radio So, change is something that comes and goes. The change is twisting and turning me… Anything beautiful I could be, I would like to make that me. So, keep me up, don’t put me down- I know that I can’t make it on my own. So, keep me up, don’t put me down, Hand me my crown And show me love, Show me anything That’s gonna make me who I am Cause I wanna be out of the rain. We all wanna be something.
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She’s descending, this time into June. I tell her just be you Because Angel, you blend in with the sky And stand out at night. She keeps me waiting until mid July- We say our last goodbye And I’m waiting while I fade with the sun… Waiting for you. I will be searching Siena today- Rome tomorrow. It’s a lifetime to wait. I’m keeping the pain of the life I killed And I’m judging our lives from a window sill. The changing leaves and off colored greens Make me change colors too. A sunset in December alone. Are you coming home? She’s been dreaming little basic things But God, she’s everything And Angel you belong in the sky With star lighted eyes. I will be searching Siena today- Rome tomorrow. It’s a lifetime to wait. I’m keeping the pain of the life I killed And I’m judging our lives from a window sill. Write a letter to me everyday And in the usual way tell me everything will be alright. I keep saying I know– I know it’s just love But it’s something I need and it’s breaking me up.
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Shade (Live) 06:00
I guess it’s easier where you are- To stand in a place that you set for yourself. Strip down your mind- Forget about all the things you were told about And let them all fall down. She says, I might think about The possibilities of you and me, Together endlessly. I said, How do you do it? How do you hang? How do you stand in a line back-to-back Staring into the sun? The first one gets burned While the second ones alone in the shade. Just force yourself To look above the fact that the sky is coming down- Nothing is coming down! Look above your head, she says The stars are out tonight! My god, she says that every time. I said, How do you do it? How do you hang? How do you stand in a line back-to-back Staring into the sun? The first one gets burned While the second ones alone in the shade. Fall down with me. Come on darling, Scrape your knees and burn. I said, How do you do it? How do you hang? How do you stand in a line back-to-back Staring into the sun? The first one gets burned While the second ones alone in the shade. I said, How do you do it? How do you hang? How do you stand hand-in-hand In a circle wishing you were the sun? The first one gets burned While second one learns, No matter how you turn, You cannot be alone in the shade. I said, It’s You and Me in love And I cannot be alone for too long Cause I’m tired and sick of all of this.
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She packs her bags to go To suggest that no one can stop her now. She’s bringing all her clothes- It’s another thing she does to calm her down. She drives a small white car And she’s laughing as it’s smoking up the hill. She pulls the seat up as far as it can go And she wants sailboats. When it’s late, she can’t keep her eyes open (She doesn’t even try). I say wake up, She says No, Cause it’s way too late. She is stripped by the weather. She doesn’t care whether She sinks or swims in this world she’s in. She’s riding alone. I’ve never seen such small hands But somehow all those rings get stuck. She’s got the kind of smile That keeps me always thinking About the way she talks And how her voice gets hi on the phone. I’m calling it dumb luck How I treat her sometimes, Yet all I feel is love. I’ll give her horses. When it’s late, she can’t keep her eyes open (She doesn’t even try). I say wake up, She says No, Cause it’s way too late. She is stripped by the weather. She doesn’t care whether She sinks or swims in this world she’s in. She’s riding alone. When the TVs on, she won’t even answer me. At night when we sleep, She rolls over to my side And I push her away But it’s never way too long before she slides my way. She is stripped by the weather. She doesn’t care whether She sinks or swims in this world she’s in. She’s riding alone.
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We’re waking up, but man, We’re drawing lines. Everybody is here to put you down- I’m only here to treat you right this time. Around here, we sit, Counting down one-by-one To the end of everything- Everything’s gone wrong. I guess I came on too strong. Now, the situation has awkwardly progressed for too long, Until there is nothing between the end And where it all began. Be my friend Cause the last one came and she went To the left side of the moon (To get as far away from you as one could be But still not be too far away). So, when are you coming home sweet Darlin? Please, come home and don’t wait too long Just because I came on too strong. This situation has awkwardly progressed for too long, Until there is nothing between the end And where it all began. Choose your road, But you’ve got to leave late at night Cause I don’t want to see you– No, I don’t want to see you gone Just because I came on too strong Until the situation has awkwardly progressed for too long Until there was nothing between the end And where it all began.
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Put on a record And play it until it runs out of time. Take it all in And next time we’ll listen to mine. You’ll be fine all alone (But it’s better with the people you know) On lazy days in the rain, Forgetting the pain, And how sometimes it makes things worse for you and me. Little TV box Please talk to me Because my radio is all out of batteries. I’ve got people on my walls (The singers of the songs) Acting like little talking voices Always trying to prove me wrong And that’s not right. All of this time, the bottom line Is that music is making me feel so good. Taking me back, it makes me relax To the point where I feel incredible. She said Wait for me I want to hear you sing! But all this distortion in my head Is making my head ring. Twice upon a time I said: I must be king Because nothing effects you more Than this kind of thing. Ain’t that right? All of this time, the bottom line Is that music is making me feel so good. Taking me back, it makes me relax To the point where I feel incredible. Taking me back, it makes me relax To the point where I just get so excited To find what I hide, That I put it away- For me and my loved ones. Load it up. Take it in To the point where I feel incredible.
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It’s not right- It’s not fair that none of us Are anywhere we use to be This time last year. Back when the rain cut into summer And it kept us home from the little games we played- It’s the reason that you’re leaving And staying away. You wrap her up in her sunshine dress And you watch the weather change. She might call you back (Just to keep in touch And ask about the rain that’s coming down). Up she goes But she’ll be coming down again. I never open up Because everything good ends. We’re all changing. He calls himself a cowboy And rescues all the pretty girls. He stops to ask direction but Slowly he twirls around himself And further away from home he goes. You can tell him I miss him But I think it’s something He already knows. Up he goes But he’ll be coming down again. I never open up Because everything good ends. We’re all changing. Welcome, did you notice something different here? Did you notice something missing here? We’re all changing; In the days and the nights (When we’re thinking about How the summers become so cold)- We’re all thinking I might be changing.
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Rain comes pouring down Like Feelings from a gutter. The cold? The cold is coming from the window- There’s something about that town When the sun shines bright And morning is gone to conversation And it’s suddenly afternoon. With silence She fills this room And leaves no place for worry. Along with the day She comes and she goes But it’s the thing she said an hour ago. She said, Wake up babe. She called this day a waste. But we are wasting time alone When she comes and she goes away. You’ve got sleep in both of your eyes So run back to your dreaming. But we are wasting time alone When she comes and she goes. I’ve been thinking she needs To be by herself- With nobody else When she comes and she goes away.
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She calls me up when I’m blue Just to tell me, I’ve been feeling that way too. She always ends with these apologies But I’m happy when she remembers me And calls with her complaints. You talk too soft so turn it up. I can listen and you’re never going to fade away. We were closer back then. What I’ve got to do Is stop and wait for you To call with your complaints- We’ll never fade away. Stop acting like you’ve got nothing to do But stand around. We can listen and never say goodbye But we both know you’ve got to go. Kerry sits in a place of her own If she’s happy, I’m happy- That’s all I know. But man, I’ve been gone for way too long. If I’m happy she’ll stay happy And we’ll keep moving on And I’ll still call with my complaints. If she’s happy, I’ll be happy And that’s really all I need so I can feel well. Stop acting like you’ve got nothing to do But stand around. It’s late Sunday Evening And we’re going to have to say goodbye And we both know you’ve got to go. I’ll settle where I stand- I call this Home. I’ll lay down where I lie And call myself alone.
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Everybody knows you’re gone But me, I chose to wait and see for myself. I’ve got a picture up of you and me And we can blow it up Into a two-by-three foot memory And hang it on the wall. I love the look of me in love with you And you, feeling the same way too. We haven’t spoken in so long And day-by-day it’s been dragging me on and on. But in seven days you’ll be coming home As if nothing has changed at all- Nothing has changed at all. I still love the look of me in love with you And you, feeling the same way too … When you hang above my head. I love the look of you in love with me And me, decidedly agreed. I’ve been thinking about this 12 Month Love But you’re gone. Have a Merry Christmas cause you’re gone.
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It ain't easy, to watch the weather as it turns your life around. It's the changing, that makes each thing I feel, Feel like I'm losing my ground. Oh, I knew she was leaving So I sat down on the floor And I watched her walk away. -Alyce says that's not what you should say. I started dreaming and I let emotion walk all over me. It's believing that makes each word she says Say exactly what she means. Oh, now she's leaving and Even though I knew she would, I didn't think it would be today. -Alyce says that's not what you should say. That's not what you should say. We'll do anything to make ourselves believe it's love. That's not what you should say- So I said thank you. It's in the evening; she sees the world the way it shines down in her eyes And in the sunrise, she paints herself a life As it spreads across the sky. She said she's leaving So, I met her at the door And told her she should stay And Alyce says that's not what you should say. That's not what you should say. We'll do anything to make ourselves believe it's love. That's not what you should say- So I said I'm sorry! You made me feel loved, I made you feel loved But this is anything but love So I'm sorry...
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I’ve got little things- They’re all little tendencies That keep me behind. I’ve got memories- All the pieces that make up me; Distant memories That are stuck to the ceiling And hanging above my head. Lately, I dream I’m on fire. She’s seen everything- All the times when I’m drunk and rambling; She’s seen the worst part of me. I would take it back if I could (Just to make her feel good again) But this place is so cold And I need to get warm again. Lately, I dream I’m on fire Or drowning in tears that I cry. I don’t tell anyone, but I cry. Please, take me Home to a sunnier sky. Take me Home where I lay down goodnight.

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The Soldier for the Muse Sessions are Tyler Stenson's artistic effort to record all the songs from all the years—a live recording of each album from his past. The Best of Rhetoric Tuesday is a collection of songs written between 2002–2004.

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released April 24, 2018

Recorded (live), engineered and mixed by Peter Rodocker at Yellow Room Recording

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Tyler Stenson Portland, Oregon

Tyler Stenson is singer/songwriter in Portland whose music is elegant at its core. Twice-named Portland's "Songwriter of the Year" by the Portland Songwriters Association and recently named "Best Male Artist" at the Portland Music Awards, Stenson's music is refreshingly reminiscent of classic singer-songwriter greats such as James Taylor and Cat Stevens. ... more

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